Growl. First day back in school after this super duper ultra long break of 2 weeks that actually seemed like forever until it ended lol. haha. well today was a relatively okay day.. except for the fact that i had to face that ckt labturer.. sigh. And so term test results are .. on their way back, a little demoralizing I gotta admit, but ... yeah i guess i should be grateful that at least i passed right. growl! I think the hyde part of me is appearing =0. Oh well. enjoy the optimism while you can lol. Actually.. rawr. I'm starting to like to hyde part of me more than the jeckyll .. oh wait, the hyde part of me was closer to the old me. LOL. ok whatever. shut up val. Anyway.
I should stop thinking back shouldn't I. What I haven't done, i probably can't change.. and even if I could, whats the point right... oh well. During e maths lecture today I was like major slacking cos' i left my maths textbook in the locker at pasta, so maths lessons this week will be pretty pointless for me. I don't understand a thing anyway.. hehe i hate functions. I was listening to my mp3, and eating chocolate, happy food? lol. I ate 3 packs of m&ms over 4 hours. Major pig. LOL. thats all i ate -.-" Ahh, talking about food, im starving.. school's started and I barely have breaks, so i guess i'll be starving alot.. haha. Time to stock up on happy food =0. wtf.. the jeckyll part of me would say just starve, ok whatever.. JECKYLL, STAY AWAY..
Oh right, back on topic -.-.. i listened to this song, that i haven't heard for quite some time and maybe it knocked some sense into me? growl.
It's been a long night
Trying to find my way
Been through the darkness
Now I've finally had my day
So I was just thinking.. it's true isn't it.. everybody's gonna get their day someday.. but before that there's gonna be ups and downs, just like a roller coaster, but on a roller coaster the down happens real fast right.. it just seems long.. right? hahaha ok whatever.. lectures are good times to comtemplate man.
And I will see my dream come alive at last
I will touch the sky
And they're not gonna hold me down no more
No they're not gonna change my mind
Growl.. ok. rawrlerie's gonna make every damn dream come true. Wait. everything except the dumb IR one.. wait. FUCK IT. im gonna do that one too, just watch me. growl.
'Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith, I've got faith, faith of the heart
yupyupyup.. hahaha. i know i'm a very contradictory person, but sometimes its fun to contradict yourself and laugh. ok whatever. RAWR. growlie.. let me do a little.. memory entry.
haha. I really miss 4.5'06 SAC.
I miss late night cyclings =p
Being retarded after school
Being a retard at sentosa.. (i'm in the background)
Steamboat with the rejected roots.
Jacks place, rejected roots!
Just hanging out.
4.5 06' <3
the most horrid yet wonderful sight =p my class!
failure to launch, LOL
Successful jumping shot!+++++