Monday, 2 July 2007
Sometimes, I just find that life isn't worth living.. is there really a point? Just something to think about, but really.. sigh.. you know how they say the world doesn't revolve around you right, that's true, so even if you die, it wouldn't affect the world at all, a select few people maybe.. but other than that.. the world isn't going to change because you aren't living anymore. oh well..

Andd.. today was such a retarded day.. worked at 3 cos' steph wasn't free.. so ok.. then irene pulled out.. so poor corde had to work again, sigh.. gah.. this is kinda tiring, 2 days of 2/3 -11 is enough to kill me.. sometimes i just feel like .. i live around school and work.. sigh.. school tomorrow.. you see? ah well.. guess who i'm going to see tomorrow, my beloved ckt teacher, aka the bitch, she's so going to ruin my day tomorrow, i'm sure of it, then again, not like it really matters because it's going to be a fucked up day tomorrow.

who will i be working with? jason, charis, kelly, sangit.. just freaking lovely.. i'm going to enjoy it so much.. [insert sacarsm here]. whatever.. no mood anymore.. tired.. need to visit hell and back, just to see what hell is like, it'll probably be better there.. burn in hell val, burn..

and i think im horrible at making friends, keeping friends, whatever. sometimes i think.. im not destined for it.. but oh well.. i love the ones i have, and it cant hurt to have more, so i just find the worst part is letting go, but then they say love means letting go, its a different thing, it hurts.. but sometimes i'm at my limits :( growl..


monster kealur wabbit ||| 00:01

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