Sunday, 22 July 2007
So now I stand
I never stood before
What's better left unsaid is done, buried and dead and you're alive
Girl I think you might just stay the night
I'm not trying to take it easy
I'm not trying to help you see
I'm not trying to take us over
I'm just trying to believe

omgz0r.. tired... super tired.. but the urge for me to sleep is just not there.. exhausted man... work was tiring for some weird reason today.. hmm.. ah well.. had to clean up and reset stuff.. so we left late.. yeah.. left about 12... super tired.. stoning... harry potter will keep me awake.... indeed it will... i shall bond with harry potter tonight :D sigh, so many things are left unsaid.. so many things are unsayable.. in some sense or other... if you know what i mean...

whats life anyway? why were we put on this planet? what were we meant to live out? why are we still living... Whatever... life's very superfluous... what's the point of living it out if you're meant to die? Some people suffer.. everyday people die.. young people... old people.. only to die.. so what's the point of life, if death is definitely meant to follow.. yeah.. so why doesn't the world just exhaust into thin air? Why doesn't it just desintegrate.. and we all desintegrate with it.. I'm not emoing here.. i'm being theoratical.. theory wise, what's the theory behind the world someone please educate me.. and if you say it's god, well here we go on that subject again... What makes you think that it's God? what makes you think god even exists.. or is he just something that people create for a scapegoat sort of thing? something bad happens, god intended it.. someone dies, god took him, someone suffers, god wants the world to learn. for god's sake.. jeez.

And while we're on the point of superfluous, since the world is reduced to redundancy, what's the point of going to school? to gain an education that is going to be useless when you're 6 feet under, breathing soil, or when you're reduced to ashes.. does it even make sense? no it does not. so why do we go to school.. only to go out to work? to earn money? for what? to sustain us through life? what's the point when we're going to DIE in the end.. fuck final analysis.. fuck if they say you can only go to heaven if you're kind to animals, kind to people, work hard and stay honest.. fuck that... who wants to go to heaven if it's the land of saints? Lets all go to hell and for that matter, who had the right to say that heaven belongs to god and hell to the devil, stereotypists.. the people who wrote the dictionary should rot...

for that matter.. the only part of life that makes sense is the dying part.. you'd be free... to end the cycle of what they call life? I call it a period of aprox. 100 years of torture.. so what gives another human to take the life of someone else.. they call it murder.. i call it a gift of freedom.. the murderer is a retard.. to free somone they hate, and to stay in the world of detest. i mean.. what they all say about leaving friends behind.. LOL.. if someone dies.. you'll meet them eventually. i believe in evolution, revolution and eternity.. i don't believe that you to go heaven/hell and live there happily ever after. all that you read, wherever you read it.. storybooks to deceive innocent little children.. whatever......

I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again


monster kealur wabbit ||| 01:11

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