Saturday, 21 July 2007
There was a devil in the wishing well, he said you better give me something, give me something good, like everybody else i'm misunderstood..

Maeh, work was very fun today =). Sigh.. a little on the stoned side now.. haven't slept properly for days.. and i'm going to get book with my bro tomorrow.. so i probably won't sleep ... mm.. tired..

met corde at esplanade.. her play was 4 hours long.. mm.. then we walked to liang court macs.. ate there for awhile cos corde was hungry.. then walked to 7-11.. got some soft alcohol.. corde got some blackcurrant thing.. she said it was like ribena alcohol T.T .. i got my jim beam =D. they didn't have any tequila mix =(. Ah well..

yup.. cabbed home after that.. taxi drive was nice.. yep.. i'm going to finish watching click now.. well let me emphasize on the fact that corde is very evil. she took and evil video of me =(. and she pretended that i was the nugget... (well i did that too) .. evil right!.. heh..

felt kinda bad.. kept ray worried... sigh.. but it's really not like i'll honestly do something stupid.. what's there to do... and like.. well.. yeah..

well.. love me .. hate me.. i dunno.. i think that the devil's misunderstood too.. everybody thinks he's evil and all he knows is how to bring grief and destruction.. what proof do you have of that, and for that matter.. what proof do you have.. that God even exists... sorry... faith can only go so far.. and when it's reached the limits, faith is just a word, and all is lost..
growl..

I took a guess and cut a portion out of my heart..
The devil said that's nowhere close but it's a damn good start..
I wrote the secret that I buried on the wishing well wall..
he said i've seen one, it follows that i've seen it all ..

Hmm... what secrets have i buried ... ? Doesn't matter right.. they say god knows everything, so does the devil.. they're equally powerful, why must the devil be the bad one..?

We spoke of human destination in a perfect world..
derived the nature of the universe(found it unfulfilled)

Human destination ... everybody's meant to be somewhere.. meant to do something, meant to change something.. but that's in a perfect world.. the current world is imperfect, and human nature drives humans to lose their human destination.. and thus the scenario of a perfect world is gone to dust.. it won't ever happen..
Which leads to the nature of the universe.. what's it meant to be? calm, peaceful, a dreamer's paradise? Jerk back down to earth now.. it's unfulfilled, which again leads to the fact that.. this world is not perfect.. and nobody is perfect, and for that matter.. i'm not nobody.. at least not in the sense that i'd be perfect.. nowhere close my friend, nowhere close. Ah well.. the irony of it all.. time to watch click.. growl..

And sorry for making you worry last night ray =( it wasn't intended that way... just needed some time to chill out.. didn't do anything extreme.. and i did promise you i'd send corde home.. to her doorstep i did... rah.. felt bad for making you stay up worrying.. ah.. i'm evil.. very evil.. i'm the devil's best friend, his advocate even..

Growl.


monster kealur wabbit ||| 04:11

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