Monday, 10 September 2007
well.. when all is said and done..
i have a right to be angry at anybody i guess..
and yet.. everybody has a right to be forgiven.
i don't know.. somehow.. things aren't exactly turning out as they should be..
although.. they're turning out better.. pretty surprised at how some things took a turn..
i don't know if it's for the good or for the worse.. ah.. well..

why are some decisions in life so difficult to make, no matter how easy they seem.
and why are some things so hard to say, although it seems so simple.
and why is it that, everytime things look like they'll turn out good,
things take a turn? I dunno.. ah well..

going lifeguarding in december.. finally..
screw everything that's holding me back...
not gonna let it hold me back much longer..
although there are many things i would change if i could..
but then again, maybe some things are meant to turn out the way they do..
after all.. everything has a reason.. right?

well.. life is fragile.. isn't it. RIP Nyquil buddy, arc won't be the same without you, just like it changed when Osiris took his turn. 21 dude, you had all that, but .. it's a shame, and we'll miss you at ARC. Glad misses you to bits, i feel sorry for that poor dude. Oh why am i talking to you.. well.. keep God on his toes for us.. and send me a memo.. tell me he really exists.. or is it satan with wings and a halo? xD. I'll see you soon. Maybe one day we'll play arc with God, i know we'll kick his ass.


monster kealur wabbit ||| 04:07

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