edit : haha i forgot to update something =D. I realised corde makes alot of sense beneath her nonsense mwahaha, actually she wasn't talking nonsense.. but i realise its quite true.. the people that are closest to me, are kinda like the people i forgive the fastest.. cos it's damn difficult to recall what my close friends ever did to me.. and i mean.. forgive means to forget.. thats what corde said.. it never struck me that way.. i thought that as long as you forgive, you don't necessarily need to forget.. but then.. it kind of means that you're hanging on to that memory of what whoever did to you, unable to let go, so that isn't forgiving is it? heh. RAWR. thanks corde haha. lol. and i guess, regrets are a form of not being able to totally forgive.. i'm not able to totally forgive myself for alot of things, so that means i still remember, which generates regrets.. makes sense.. haha. corde =) haha im random.. she told me this like many days ago and it only sunk in now.. haha
RAWR. haha. Today is FRIDAY =D that means... NO SCHOOL TOMORROW =D.. but that also means, tomorrow is SATURDAY, which means... I HAVE WORK TOMORROW... lol. haha. I'm a little bit hyper now. Spent the rest of my day with corde hahaha. LOL. ok.. sleepy.. haha.. omg we went to taka and i told her a very lame joke, and she said that i was turning as lame as huiying, WTH! haha, i miss huiying =[ oooh. at taka i found this damn nice book man, it was like.. a rabbit eating a snake, KEALUR WABBIT. i had to buy it, couldn't help it, 10 bucks man. hahaha. then after that pretty much walked aimlessly around orchard .. so much for late night shopping, barely anything is open, and anyway, couldn't find corde a jumper skirt =( soon ok gf!! haha oh man.. then going home was super annoying man.. the buses took ages to come and 65 didnt wanna stop.. bleh.. so i took 64 to corde's house and wanted to swap to 66. but the bus took ages to come.. at first it said 16 mins.. then 26 mins wth right, so i ended up taking 65 home anyway. work tomorrow =( 3-11 haha, but me and corde are gonna go earlier and play with furbies =D bleah! and corde and i are being lamers on msn =D here's an extract, and out for the night, seeyas growls
Head of hard knocks.. says:
bleahz
Head of hard knocks.. says:
bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
mwahahaha
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
BUMBLEBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Head of hard knocks.. says:
bibot
Head of hard knocks.. says:
i am a butterfly
Head of hard knocks.. says:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Head of hard knocks.. says:
tear my wings and i will die!!
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
=p
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
tear mine and i wont flyyyyyyy
Head of hard knocks.. says:
it rhymes
Head of hard knocks.. says:
i am gonna make a poem
Head of hard knocks.. says:
hehe
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
alot of things rhyme
Head of hard knocks.. says:
so it makes sense
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
like, corde morde borde
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
AHHAHAHAHA
Head of hard knocks.. says:
no such word..doesnt rhyme
Head of hard knocks.. says:
haha
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
hahhaa
*valerie\(°.•)/™. Ҳ [kealur wabbit] says:
i'll stop the world and melt with you
Head of hard knocks.. says:
haha
Head of hard knocks.. says:
and we will start our lives anew
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I'll Stop The World And Melt With You
You've Seen The Difference And It's Getting Better All The Time
And There's Nothing You And I Won't Do
I'll Stop The World And Melt With You
Dream Of Better Lives The Kind Which Never Hate
Trapped In A State Of Imaginary Grace
I Made A Pilgrimage To Save This Human's Race
Never Comprehending A Race That's Long Gone By
Rawr. haha today was like a super awesome day =D I love dfund lab =D. super fun haha. was being abit retarded.. forgot how to use to IC tester and nicholas was making fun of me -.- gah. so retarded haha. Oh well. Today was really a short day.. hmm.. ept lab tomorrow. omg ept lab tomorrow LOL. ok i like ept as well.. haha.. i just dont like CKT lab. she's a bitch, the labturer =o.
Met corde after school, stoned around TM.. ate pizza.. lol.. walked.. and metro was having 50% off storewide closing sale, and the whole world of aunties was going in, today is Auntie day and suitcase day. I dunno why but alot of people bought suitcases from metro? dots. and they were like, dragging it around with the tag still on.. how freaking retarded lol.. Plus there was some retarded woman in the lift, it was going DOWN and she kept trying to press UP how retarded right.. like.. READ THE LIFT. and then in TM lift there was this woman who was super blocking the way, so i kind of said to her "excuse me, or are you going out.. ?" lol. super sacarstic. i like that =o.
Ok watched transformers with corde and ray. I love bumblebee haha he's super cute =O and i love optimus prime.. he's damn cool.. omg i like the autobots. haha. Actually .. the megatrons are cool as well.. it's just that they're BAD. =0. oh well. haha. Oh, news update, Irene fainted while she was at bukit timah. thats really freaky. and apparantly she was foaming at the mouth.. eikes.. I've never fainted in my life. hehe. but ah well.. charis says she's weak. i guess to a certain extent, yeah. oh well.. thats all for this boring day of mine, dont even make me blog about maplestory, i will go crazy. its so annoying rofl. ok growl. growl out.
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Hmm rawr. Today was a relatively good day, haha. well, i guess i didn't fail CKT after all.. happy happy =p.. haha i call it luck, really. oh well so term test was pretty alright, can't get over the fact that i passed everything because in secondary school it was the exact opposite haha. rawr. Haha sleepy.. and today ckt tutorial was cancelled.. haha and then I was lazy so i slacked at home.. then decided to go for dfund lecture and apel haha. apel was retarded -.- but I got my ckt results there haha oh well. rawr. i like my careperson, he's a nice guy lol. rawr.
Haha.. after apel i met steph for awhile then rawr, we watched fantastic four on my laptop before i dragged myself to emaths RM. i hate emaths RM. i know practically NOBODY in the class, and they're the type of people i won't associate with anyway. heh. rawr. tired.. mm.. but emaths RM ended real early.. ended at like 3:30? haha. then went to meet corde. damn funny, i was like waiting for her train and i just knew she was in it, but i didnt go in.. then she called me and was like "i just went past" haha it was quite amusing actually. rawr. hmm.. then went to pasta.. tried to do some emaths but i failed horribly.. nothing much new there, irene's still a bitchy bitch. hah.. and i realised sangit is DAMN strong, for a skinny man he's super ultra strong man.. growl. haha. anyway, pretty much explored changi airport with corde lol.. rawr. poor ray, stuck with irene.. lol.. damn evil haha he sent her to bukit timah lol! funny funny.
Hmm.. what else was interesting about today? oh yeah.. i found out that... someone is damn gay. and im damn sad lol... i tried to kick him and he was like ahh dont kick me.. haha.. cute though.. =p hahaha. shut up val.. ok ok .. dont make jeckyll come out, you hear that jeckyll, fuck off. haha. Hmmm.. i dunno what to do tomorrow.. school makes me so lifeless.. besides the fact that i have dfund tomorrow =D i love dfund lab. TCL is damn nice haha. And the lesson is fun too rawr.. and school ends at 1.. where shall i go after.. maybe i shall go home and sleep the afternoon and night away.. that actually sounds like a very good idea.. hmm.. seee.. rawr... sigh...
There'll come a day
When you're losing your way
And you won't know where you belong
They say that "Home is where the heart is"
So follow your heart
And know that you can't go wrong
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The one who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home.
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'I'll fight when needed, revel when there's an occasion, mourn when there is grief and die when my time comes... But I won't let anyone use me against my will.' [eragon]
RIP Chris Benoit, the canadian crippler, and one of my favourite wrestlers of all time.
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By the way, before i start, Chris Benoit and his family was found dead 0.0, suspected suicide-murder.. o.O.. weird, freaky.. ah well.. entry time.
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Roar. I think today was an awesome day honestly. haha. The best best day I've had in the longest time, but for a split second today I was damn sad and got a heart attack -.-.. lol. Okay so school was boring as usual -.- But it was an early start man.. growl, to a long day.. sigh. First lesson had DFUND! got back term test.. and i saw my marks.. i was damn sad .. 41.5 .... then i realised. its upon 50. LOL i was damn damn happy =D Ah well. roar, every dog has her day.. lol.. got back effcom quiz too haha i got full marks.. =D. but its english .. only thing i'm good at actually.. haha. oh well.. and engine is not an englishy school so.. bah.. growll. happy i guess, dfund lifted my spirits.. but then.. i have this strange strange feeling that I failed CKT.. if i did then i'll have to put in double effort cos' if not, i'm going to have to repeat semester man, NO NO. never. embarassing
e maths haha.. that was horrid.. yes its upon 100 :(
dfund =D my pride ok.. rawr..and i'm starting to like my class now.. haha. they're funny .. writoral is the most annoying lesson i have i think, the lecturer is a major bitch haha. oh well. its only for one semester, gonna be over soon. omg its like damn fast.. august is my sem exams.. and then like.. holidays again? lol.. but then again, i don't have the december holidays :( oh well. rawr. growl.
yep.. starting to like A705haha. after school I went to boon keng to meet corde. Super funny man, she keeps telling me how boon keng is full of weird people.. and she's right man, we saw like alot.. some weird people.. stop in the middle of the road and answer their phones, construction in the middle of nowhere for no visible purpose, traffic lights that stay on green forever, lights in the middle of nowhere, cockroaches roaming the streets, more weird people. lol. And then we went to boon keng macs haha. corde super funny.. her brain was like stoned from geog i think, she was like.. stoning when the macs guy asked her "upsize?" etc.. haha funny!
Corde's eeyore haha. i invaded the privacy of her room! and saw naked eeyores!haha.. then at macs... i got bored of doing homework.. so i attempted to copy my classmate's pro drawing..
^^ he drew this
and I tried to copy it.. but failed... lol
so i turned it into the monster palace =Dhaha. anyway.. corde had tuition at 9 so we left... and then i took 66 home.. and the 66 was full of ah-nehs.. no offense but honestly, some are unreasonable.. like.. there was this old lady who came up the bus.. then at one stop, 2 guys stood up and went down from a 2 seater.. then the old lady wanted to sit, then this ah-neh changed seat.. note, he already had a seat.. and the worst part was that he put his bag on the 2nd seat, not like his bag was so big.. it wasn't .. so i rolled my eyes at him.. and gave him the whatever face... oh well.. lucky this nice SAJC guy got up and let her sit.. haha.. quite handsome.. ok val shut up.. anyway, i think hyde is going to stay awhile, jeckyll went to china for vacation.. talking about china, corde, i'm going to run away to china on the 7th and 8th of july =0 because you have evil plans, im afraid of evil plans... growll... haha
oh yeah.. and i saw this yesterday.. maybe it changed my mentality a little bit.. hah. i want to climb mount everest, any takers? i also want to skydive, and windsurf, and scuba, and wakeboard, and kayak, and canoe polo, no i dont.. i really don't.. well i do, but i made a choice right.. ok, haha. jeckyll, fuck off. stay away.. ok haha.. i want to build a multi million dollar IR with a monster palace, it shall be called Resorte de Monstarr. rofl.. catchy isn't it.. and my restaurant will be.. Cafe Monstarr DA Valetore.. LOL. omg im damn lame.. and on the front of my menu i'll put a huge photo of myself and say, valerie, your chef, waitress and friend. LOL. omg. ok shut up val. and raymond shall be my manager, adrian assistant, 11k pay LOL. then i shall have a gym, Gym de Monstarr, jess will be in charge, 11k pay! her husband will be 2nd in charge, 1ok pay! lol.. then I will have a swimming pool and a water theme park, Monstarr's Lair.. i'll be the lifeguard, i pay myself! lol. lame can. then, i will have a mini farm.. Chickens de Monstarr.. for like.. the kids and all, haha.. steph in charge, 11k pay, i scared people mistake her for a kid though. haha... kidding steph.. hmm.. then i'll have some.. kiddy art area.. Finest Monstarr Arte.. corde in charge, sit around do nothing k corde, 11k pay! then i'll have a little roller coaster park, Speede Monstar, charlene, do me the honours haha, 11k pay. uhm.. then my casino .. Casino de monstarr royale, jason and shane, LOL. 5k pay, because if not they'll gamble too much =D. am i damn lame? then i'll have various new positions for other people i meet along the way.. oh wait, almost forgot, the complaint counter, Monstarr Complaints, run by IRENE, sorry, only 2k salary, very high already you know.. she'll drive me mad complaining, and im risking the fact that the counter is left empty because she wants to leave early =0.OK thats all lameness for me, haha. Enjoy this entry =0 i know you did. Growl!
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Growl. First day back in school after this super duper ultra long break of 2 weeks that actually seemed like forever until it ended lol. haha. well today was a relatively okay day.. except for the fact that i had to face that ckt labturer.. sigh. And so term test results are .. on their way back, a little demoralizing I gotta admit, but ... yeah i guess i should be grateful that at least i passed right. growl! I think the hyde part of me is appearing =0. Oh well. enjoy the optimism while you can lol. Actually.. rawr. I'm starting to like to hyde part of me more than the jeckyll .. oh wait, the hyde part of me was closer to the old me. LOL. ok whatever. shut up val. Anyway.
I should stop thinking back shouldn't I. What I haven't done, i probably can't change.. and even if I could, whats the point right... oh well. During e maths lecture today I was like major slacking cos' i left my maths textbook in the locker at pasta, so maths lessons this week will be pretty pointless for me. I don't understand a thing anyway.. hehe i hate functions. I was listening to my mp3, and eating chocolate, happy food? lol. I ate 3 packs of m&ms over 4 hours. Major pig. LOL. thats all i ate -.-" Ahh, talking about food, im starving.. school's started and I barely have breaks, so i guess i'll be starving alot.. haha. Time to stock up on happy food =0. wtf.. the jeckyll part of me would say just starve, ok whatever.. JECKYLL, STAY AWAY..
Oh right, back on topic -.-.. i listened to this song, that i haven't heard for quite some time and maybe it knocked some sense into me? growl.
It's been a long night
Trying to find my way
Been through the darkness
Now I've finally had my day
So I was just thinking.. it's true isn't it.. everybody's gonna get their day someday.. but before that there's gonna be ups and downs, just like a roller coaster, but on a roller coaster the down happens real fast right.. it just seems long.. right? hahaha ok whatever.. lectures are good times to comtemplate man.
And I will see my dream come alive at last
I will touch the sky
And they're not gonna hold me down no more
No they're not gonna change my mind
Growl.. ok. rawrlerie's gonna make every damn dream come true. Wait. everything except the dumb IR one.. wait. FUCK IT. im gonna do that one too, just watch me. growl.
'Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith, I've got faith, faith of the heart
yupyupyup.. hahaha. i know i'm a very contradictory person, but sometimes its fun to contradict yourself and laugh. ok whatever. RAWR. growlie.. let me do a little.. memory entry.
haha. I really miss 4.5'06 SAC.
I miss late night cyclings =p
Being retarded after school
Being a retard at sentosa.. (i'm in the background)
Steamboat with the rejected roots.
Jacks place, rejected roots!
Just hanging out.
4.5 06' <3
the most horrid yet wonderful sight =p my class!
failure to launch, LOL
Successful jumping shot!+++++