haha. stumbled upon some cool skate job.. hmm.. go for it? well i tried anyway. if i get it, whee.
look at this pair of sweet blades. i want it T.T the red version though..
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omfg. hahaha. i swear im amazingly dangerous and my adventures always almost end up killing me and whoever is with me! fun fun fun. mwahahaha. too lazy to type it all out atm..
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Push it, push it to the limit limit....
Hmm.. freaking tired.. played golf for 7 hours straight.. i wish i could do that with supp paper revision. no motivation for anything at the moment ... going blading with corde later... hmm.. i miss blading.. i think i haven't had a life for ages.. wewt.. sometimes i wonder why im in poly.. to get a diploma but i dont think i'm going to go to uni. so whats the point of having a diploma.. the jobs are really yucky.. i might as well just go and be my lifeguard; kayaking instructor.. whatever.. stuff i've dreamed about but never ran after..
last night was really fun. haha.. well.. thats for 'us' to know.. and not for anybody to find out xD
i can't.... i simply can't.. ROFL.. jab jab .. HA-HA. HA-HA.. yeah nobody will understand this except for dumb and dumber =0.
every day every second every moment turns into history and at some point you'll realise that. at some point you'll also realise how much you can take and how much you can tolerate. I wonder.. sometimes i regret that i didn't have the heart to pursue alot of my ambitions.. but then again.. sometimes i don't.. i just want to laze around for the rest of my life and not have to deal with anything or have to face anything or anyone. Other times i feel like i'm super, that nobody can defeat me.. that i'm invincible.. am i crazy? maybe. And in a way i'm skeptical about alot of stuff.. that's just me i guess.
Hatred is really fun. Guilt is really annoying. and happiness is short lived. In other words. life is nothing but change. So deal with it or stick it up. And if you're not happy, either move on or live with it. And TP is fucking retarded. Releasing the supp paper timetable like 3 days before my supp paper. Thanks, but no thanks. Now let me retake my whole module yes.. leave me alone.
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HAHA PROPH. I BEAT YOUR WEST WIZ RECORD TOO. it sucks.. but i still beat ya. MWAHAHA. haha -16 below par.. but that zorro guy stole my medal :( growl.
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wow.. jump in is 20 times nicer than high school musical..
shit.. its a damn touching show too man... T.T
don't ask T.T
anybody wanna watch it? =)
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i wanna be a lifeguard in sentosa or sixflags magic mountain(LA)/great adventure(NJ)
maybe.. just maybe.. but i think i miss canoe polo.. :(
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nice fucking results. growl. 2.04 is a damn nice GPA don't you think. fucking gay. Yes azelar, i'll come to auckland and be your ghey teddy bear T.T fuck this lol. i want to be a lifegaurd.. not an engineer. why am i even here again?
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Okay. so i went to sentosa xD. got my damn tan at last and i so love it. and i think i'm going on friday again? hehe. Oh man.. cool shots xD
Wannabe lifeguard please? :) yes i wanna be one. Haha
Dude. LOOK AT THAT DIFFERENCE!
Oh i love you tree, i love you so much..
beautiful sunset takeee 1
beautiful sunset takee 2
Come on now.. isn't this a blissful sunset?
Perfect finish. Don't you wish life was always like that?
Another sunset, though not so perfect.
Heh. greatttt day. i fell asleep in the sand in the sun and it almost seemed like utopia.. really euphoric sensation and i can't describe it.. momentarily though.. then it's back to life's ifs, weres and what-nows. Oh well. Happiness can't last forever can it? Going for my lifeguard course in december. can't wait. Results for main exam are coming out in a few hours.. Hit me.. hit me with the supp papers.. i've faced the storms and i'm not afraid..
They say that you should follow,
and chase down what you dream,
but if you get lost and lose yourself,
what does it really mean?
No matter where we're going,
it starts from where we are,
there's more to life when we listen to our hearts
and because of you i've got the strength to start..
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well.. when all is said and done..
i have a right to be angry at anybody i guess..
and yet.. everybody has a right to be forgiven.
i don't know.. somehow.. things aren't exactly turning out as they should be..
although.. they're turning out better.. pretty surprised at how some things took a turn..
i don't know if it's for the good or for the worse.. ah.. well..
why are some decisions in life so difficult to make, no matter how easy they seem.
and why are some things so hard to say, although it seems so simple.
and why is it that, everytime things look like they'll turn out good,
things take a turn? I dunno.. ah well..
going lifeguarding in december.. finally..
screw everything that's holding me back...
not gonna let it hold me back much longer..
although there are many things i would change if i could..
but then again, maybe some things are meant to turn out the way they do..
after all.. everything has a reason.. right?
well.. life is fragile.. isn't it. RIP Nyquil buddy, arc won't be the same without you, just like it changed when Osiris took his turn. 21 dude, you had all that, but .. it's a shame, and we'll miss you at ARC. Glad misses you to bits, i feel sorry for that poor dude. Oh why am i talking to you.. well.. keep God on his toes for us.. and send me a memo.. tell me he really exists.. or is it satan with wings and a halo? xD. I'll see you soon. Maybe one day we'll play arc with God, i know we'll kick his ass.
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High school musical 2 - bet on it.. but i really agree with the lyrics.
Everybody's always talking at me
Everybody's trying to get in my head
I wanna listen to my own heart talking
I need to count on myself instead
Did you ever?
Loose yourself to get what you want
Did you ever?
Get on a ride and wanna get off
Did you ever?
Push away the ones you should've held close
Did you ever let go?
Did you ever not know?
I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
(Bet on me)
I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say?
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I’ve lost my heart is breaking
I don't wanna make the same mistake
Did you ever?
Doubt your dream will ever come true
Did you ever?
Blame the world and never blame you
I will never
Try to live a lie again
I don't wanna win this game if I can't play it my way
I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
(Who I am)
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
(That's my plan)
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
(You know you can)
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on me
I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
Oh,Hold up
Give me room to think
Bring it on down
Gotta work on my swing
Gotta do my own thing
Hold up
It's no good at all
To see yourself and not recognize your face
Out on my own, it's such a scary place
The answers are all inside of me
All I gotta do is believe
I'm not gonna stop
Not gonna stop 'til I get my shot
That's who I am, that is my plan
Will I end up on top?
You can bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
You can bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
You can bet on me
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I went left I got right at some big hotel
There was a devil at the bottom of the wishing well
He said you better give me something
Give me something good
Like everybody else I'm misunderstood
I took a guess and cut a portion out of my heart
He said that's nowhere close enough but it's a damn good start
I wrote the secret that I buried on the wishing well wall
He said I've seen one... it follows that I've seen them all
We spoke of human destination in a perfect world
Derived the nature of the universe (found it unfulfilled)
As I took him in my arms he screamed I'm not insane
I'm just looking for someone to understand my pain...
It's a long way out...
I'm gonna make it out
Sigh. That's all i can manage to say. stuff's been happening.. stuff to personal to place in this fragile little blogspace. Can i say that i've just been waiting for all this to happen? I just didn't expect everything to turn out simultaneously. 21 DEC 2012. I await this date. I trust the mayans. Don't let me down.
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i hate how life is changing at breakneck speeds.
Oh well. thats how it is and thats how it's gonna be. i'd better learn to remember that..
i hate the way some people treat my friends. they're not at your disposal FYI. And for the record, just because you feel like it, or just because someone doesn't feel like it, doesn't mean that you can throw her aside like a rag doll. I love my stephie almost as much as i love my corde (oopsies, sorry steph don't kill me), so if you can't treat her properly, then don't expect me to treat you properly either. Cos' I've known her for 11 years and the short time i've know you, you or you is nothing compared to that. Of course i joke and laugh with you guys and all. But there are limits are im getting quite close to the line. If you can't let it be, then at least stop treating her like your garbage. When you feel like it, she is useful, and when you don't she can go back in the bin. fuck you all then. My stabbie is worth alot. So is my corde and my char and my .. whoever .. So if you can't learn to treat them right. I'm not gonna treat you guys (whoever) right. I'd prefer very much to remain neutral, but when you force me to cross my boundaries, there's no turning back. And you better understand that.
if that makes no sense to you, it probably doesn't concern you. And if it makes sense to you, start treating my friends right.
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