whee. working tomorrow xD and sunday xD i love my roster this month.
4 Service Host shifts xD $7 an hour xDxD
AND GUESS WHAT?
I'M DOING SERVICE HOST ON 20TH DEC. PUBLIC HOLIDAY!! which means $9 an hour. woot xD
Oh oh oh.. december is a nice month xD
only working like 8 times at the merlion.. and the rest is SH and CC..
Talking about that.. i have to find out what time to report for CC.. i think it's 5.45 pm xD
Oh Oh Oh! i got lvl 200 on RO. HAHAHA. OWNED PENG, OWNED.
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baby there's something on my mind tonight,
there's a reason to believe we almost had it right.
mwahaha.. went to school today.. wow dfund test was easy but i made a real careless mistake. COMPROG test was the easiest shit ever. And me and Leonard even checked answers with each other lol xD. Ok wth. haha. ohoh.. i shall randomly go to school on wednesdays and fridays xD. Oh yeah, did i mention? Tests are so much easier when you take it lightly. Or it could just be my strong subjects xD. There's still no way in hell i'm going near e.device xD.
hmm, came home, RO'd, chatted, then i fell asleep for like 3 hours? haha. xD This is the life of a pig. I mean, a very hardworking person =)
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mwaha. i want to get my ever so chio N81.. i'm in love with it.. <3
and i want to join amazing race asia with jan =) mwahaha.
if it's still around in 3 years that is.. mwahah.
do i trust jan's driving skills? =0.
mwahaha. oh yeah, i'm super pissed off at TP's finance department..
they only do the giro deduction on 10th december. which means..
i can't get the form signed until then, which means, i won't be able to withdraw..
because term test starts on the 10th.. -.-
so i told my CP that i'm going to skip a hell load of classes + term test.
and he said ok, he said it's up to me because all the important people already know that i'm going to withdraw from TP..
he said the CM of ETCM as well as the CM of CEN both said it's a waste,
because my digital subjects are good, and CEN is basically a digital subject.
It's just that the first year is full of gay analog subjects which simply drive me crazy.
sigh, i would stay on if i had interest in this course, but i don't .. and
i don't see how i would put a diploma in CEN to good use except to frame up -.-
and apparently talking about me behind my back =( he even knows about how LTC asked me to join IFC. omg. well i would, because well.. i have to admit, i find digital subjects super easy, but if i can't pass EDEV, whats the point? plus there's still e.maths 3 and it's really really a waste.
if i stay on it will be like putting my GPA to a huge risk.
well, i've made my decision and i won't turn back.. =D
but i'm going for class tomorrow to take DFUND test.
mwahaha. but i'm not bothering to study at all..
i'm going to see how i do..
and.. where oh where is the roster =( i want to know when i can go out..
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mwahaha. finally got CM's siggy. and i went for dfund labtest for fun, then after that i asked him to sign and he gave me that face.. lol.. he was like .. you make me sad, you took my test and then you ask me to sign a withdrawal form ... hahaha. damn funny. oh well.
then went to slack at edev tut. kamaruddin is one funny freak man. he walked out of the class without telling us lesson was over.. i mean yeah, it was time but he didn't even say see you on friday. then we were all damn shocked. haha. so after that we went to complain to boey, and to tell boey that i finally got the siggys. i mean. well i think i will miss my class. all in all they're really nice to talk to. ah well. everything happens for a reason. no winter lasts forever, no spring skips its turn.
rawr. if any 4.5ivers 06' read this, there will be a barbecue/chalet on 18th dec. i hope you guys can make it :) a little bonding time and all :) haha. well.. yeah.
eek. merlion still hasn't sent out rosters yet. haha. oh well. i'm a very free person xD
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slacking slacking
rotting rotting
RO RO
i swear mmorpgs rot your brains hahaha..
oh man =p..
im damn bored..
tomorrow i shall drag myself to school to get the CM's signature hahaha..
back to RO!!!!!
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omfg. i just had the scariest nightmare of a lifetime. it fucking creeped me out bad.. the scary part is that i can fully remember the dream.
ITS A DREAM
Ok so the dream starts out this way.. I'm still in Secondary School and weirdly.. we had class committee training from 6:45 am - 7:45 am. And I was on shift 1A at Sentosa.. so that means, if all goes well I can actually make it perfectly on time for work. And then suddenly.. i warp or something and I appear in my house.. AND IT'S 8:30 am.. my old house though.. so i'm thinking OMG fuck i'm going to be late to open the merlion ? So I pick up my N80 (the freaking phone i dropped in the cab) and call the duty sup. it was Gauthaman.. the conversation was the weirdest ever...
Me: Hello this is Valerie from Merlion
DS: Yep
Me: I'll uhm.. be about an hour late for work.. uh yeah..
DS: why?
Me: uh.. my training just ended..
DS: ok i'll inform your IC
Me: uhh thanks..
then as I'm hanging up.. someone says through the phone.. GAUTHAMAN!! it was freaking creepy.. because if not i wouldn't have known it was gauthaman..
Okay so after that, I rush and everything and suddenly I'm in the car with my Dad.. apparantly he's driving me to work. Well not so apparant because halfway there we're suddenly at some small "public" carpark. Then my Dad says he needs to grab something.. and he says something like, "the parking is cheaper here, we'll walk across" uhm. ookay.. so ya we walk across, walk around, then my timex becomes weird. the time blinks. like... omfg i even remember the time correctly. It kept blinking 8:10 and 9:30 So I'm thinking crap. if it's 8:10 this is weird.. and if its 9:30 i'm screwed. I told him I'd only be an hour late remember.
So nvm my Dad got his stuff... and then i found myself walking back to the car with my Mum ?!?!!? So nvm, we walk back to that 'cheaper' carpark. AND THE CAR IS GONE!11!!!! So my Mum was like.. are you sure he parked it here? I'm like 100% sure. So she looks for the management office.. (at this point, suddenly getting to work doesn't cross my mind anymore weirdly.. and nobody calls me either..) and we found this creepy little management office tucked away in a weird deserted corner of the BACK of the carpark .. I'm like telling my mum.. why not we go to the police station instead.. she's like "no let's ask them" i'm like thinking "geez ask them what?" at this point in the dream, it crossed my mind that the carpark is old full of REALLY REALLY OLD AND DUSTY looking trucks and cars..
So we enter that weird looking office .. and there's this young boy there.. but scarily, he looks soulless.. like.. he looks like a boy that exists.. but doesn't live.. he looks like those 6 year old boys you see.. but he's not playful and he acts like a butler.. scary. Well he was like "follow me" and he was solemn all the way.. led us to this other door.. at this point for the first time in my life.. I smelled the dream vaguely.. it smelt of incense.. not the normal incense.. it was peculiar.. anyway.. the room was very small.. so we went in and there were 4 people inside.. 2 were smoking at one small round table, 1 was this woman sitting right near the door.. and one was a DAMN WEIRD guy, standing at the end of the room. So he asked us before we told him anything.. "Are you looking for your car?" and he gives us this very very creepy grin. So my mum's like "Yes, have you seen it? It's a silver Mitsubishi Lancer" and he's like "Strange.... very strangee..." and he's got this inhuman look about him.. then suddenly he asks if we can see this and suddenly like this mini devil appears and hovers near him.. freaking creepy.. and we're like there with the OMG look.. and then suddenly we're out of the room.. back in the carpark..
We search like ALOT of times.. weirdly, we can't seem to go back to the place where "my dad went to get something" so we were just stuck in the carpark area.. then all of a sudden.. we find like.. a void deck area thing.. and a staircase/lift leading up. It really looked like some HDB area.. we were at the void deck then this guy came up to us.. and he looked/acted like a zombie and he asked us.. "are you looking for your car?" and I said "yes" and he looked at me with hollow eyes.. "Me too.. i've been looking...for my carrrr" OMFG another goosebump moment.. scary.. and then suddenly my mum says she wants to sleep or something and then she just lies down at the void deck which is fucking creepy and my mum will never do that? LOL. Ya.. so weirdly, i start exploring.. I take the lift to the top.. ALONE (something i will never do if this situation exists).. and i start walking down the staircase.. at the 6th floor, i suddenly meet that weird guy again! the one with the devil.. this time i can't see the devil anymore.. but then weirdly.. i say under my breath "weirdo" AND THAT WEIRD GUY SHOWS ME A FLASH OF A KNIFE SIDEWAYS.. like i'm "following" him down the stairs so i can only see his back right.. and then the knife kind of .. waves .. like he waves it in front of him, and it appears to me from his left side.. so i kind of get the creeps (in the nightmare) and when we reach the 3rd level, apparently it's his house and he asks me to come in to eat cake.. I decline.. and he flashes me a dirty look.. and says.. "as you wish.. " and then i hear screams from inside the door, creepy... then he goes in..
then i continue walking down the stairs, apparently he lived on the 3rd level.. at the 2nd level a woman opened the door.. she looked pleasant, friendly and she said to me "So you met that guy upstairs? ...he's fucking weird.. but he's the keeper of souls"
CREEPY DREAM? so i hurried to blog this before i forget. omfg.. creepy plz.
oh yeah. and today is saturrrday!! whee I'm not working this week =D so coincidental it happens today.. weekends are my so-called "work days".. eek.. the brain thinks in a weird way.. oh well..
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i think facebook is damn lame. LOL. i was playing around with the weird applications.. hmm. well.. getting BORED of RO haha. maybe it's beacause i'm playing support class. So not used to being support class. I usually play pure offense. Now i'm like a heal/buff whore. LOL. everywhere i go people ask me to buff them .. damn, i am soo bored. someone asked me where my email came from haha.. it was like in primary 4 i made it.. i used to play c&c tiberian sun, back with kunckles and spoot (old ANTS friends) and the nickname i used to use last time was Ryder; but it was taken.. so i used dogofox, later changing it to dogfoxy. So i made a hotmail with two old nicknames. if i had a new email it'd be kealurwabbit@hotmail.com but i think it's too much hassle. =( although i do own that account =p mwahaha. Don't mess with the kealurwabbit. oh man. i think i totally slacked my way through this week. LOL. major slacker. rawr. going to enroll in MDIS for April intake soon =D oh man. i want to go tanning.. i miss Mr Sun. hmm
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mwahaha. i went to school today. omg i almost died during dfund tut. no kick!! haha. and the guy was really fucking funny i spent half the lesson laughing in my brain. "inpuss and outpuss" LOL. okok val don't be mean. he's from china. ohh. comp prog was fun. but they keep making fun of me damn it! okay i made today the "last day of school" for me. and then on tuesday i'm just going to get the w/d form and SEEYA. haha. i'm addicted to RO and i hate you peng for that. -.-
haha. but i'm nice and almost pro.
hmm.. i think i'm going rock climbing with shirin soon. i hope it's a freeclimb instead of belay. 25m rock wall!!!! haha. maybe 18m. T.T
ok out, back to RO.
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haha. okay.. i'm bored!! didn't go to school today =D. Can you blame me! there was a maths test. no way am i sitting for that =D.. oooh.. and today's the long day too =D. oh well. kinda sad though.. byebye to the subjects i like ~ PCBDES, COMPROG, DFUND. hahaa. oh well. at least i dont need to take EMATHS3 or MCT!! haha. been slacking at home playing ragnarok online. the ebilro version. mmm.. almost a priest =D yayness. like 11 more levels or something. i'll get it later tonight maybe. yawn. so now i'm slacking at home being bored. can't take it. i think i'll go to school tomorrow.. short day anyway.. omg. hungryy. hehe. tired.. sleepy.. hungry.. ok whatever.. i think i'm sprouting nonsense because i'm bored. hope the december roster comes out soon =D. mm.. now.. shall i go get food, continue playing ragnarok, do some dunk shopping .. orrr.. sleep? =D
hahaha. i've decided to go watch some dvds. yay.
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mwahaha. okay.. since christmas is coming, lets do the wishlist =p. heh. ohh.. about 1 more week till i'm officially out of TP! my CP approved my withdrawal.. and my CM is coming back next week. okay. prepare for long lecture on "why you should not quit CEN". darn course managers. LOL. okay.. whee..
a maltipoo =) soo adorable =D
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okay. i've pretty much made my decision.. i think im going to drop out of TP and take an MDIS diploma in travel, hospitality and tourism (april intake).. it's like searching for the dream i lost touch of because of my DAMN NICE o'level results. LOL. note the extreme sacarsm.. mm.. i think it was dumb of me to take up computer engineering. extremely dumb. but i was blinded by stupid things and led on by retarded dreams.. well.. rawr.. so so tired.. shall go search for TP withdrawal forms tomorrow or something.. won't be working till december, which is like 2 weeks. ohh yeah. i finally finished my OJT. =) and i didn't set off the alarm this time!! haha. Ok lol. i miss my BFs.. the mercubs :( rawr.. ha.. rawr.. i wanna sleeeeep..
and i'm going to make sure i don't regret this =)
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haha. i got to see my beloved mercubs today =D. hehe. went fishing overnight.. heh. stoned .. didn't really catch anything.. lol.. ya.. then went home, took a shower, and went to sentosa.. and when i came out of habourfront MRT, .... there were people giving out underwater world flyers .. then she gave one to me.. and you know what she said.. "Ask your mummy bring you ok" .. OMFG. i gave her this damn damn damn dirty look.. -.- so not funny man. and she was serious. OMFG. ya. lol. yupyup. work was quite alright today.. considering the fact i didn't sleep at all haha. i wasn't tired at all.. but towards the end was almost stoning ~~ .. and i couldn't seem to lock the glass door properly.. and then the alarm sounded -.- then miru had to call rangers. OOPS my bad =p. haha
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rawr..
haha kind of tired.. haha. steph just came to my house lol =p
i swear we were damn pig. we put disturbia into the dvd player.. and then we fell asleep -.-
haha. oh man. then i'm going fishing at about 4am
i hope i can survive work. haha. i think i will, i'm going to go to bedok jetty to sleep =) ..
rawr..
im going to bite somebody =D. ok i swear the comprog teacher is scary. he's nice but scary.. i don't really know how to explain =X. AND I REALLY DON'T LIKE PROGRAMMING. IT'S JUST EASY THATS WHY I LIKE IT -.- rawr. today was CCN day. yes, the stupid event that has SPAMMED my inbox. HAHA. it was damn sian.. like.. everybody was pushing each other walking around for a pretty stupid event.. growl. so i left with steph to slack in my house lol. haha
meow..
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ahahaha. i think i'm such a major major slacker.. i was slacking and half falling asleep earlier.. so i only left my house at like 2.45 -.-. PCBDES starts at 3. LOL. but i made it to class at about 3.1o. Oh my god. PCBDES is the most annoying subject every LOL. routing just kills you.. i have no idea how the model answer is so accurate and perfect.. because when i was doing it, my lines kept criss-crossing.. gah. oh well. 3 hours of torture once a week =D. I like tomorrow's timetable alot =D. Like really alot =D..
9.00am - Dfund Tutorial
10.00am - Computer programming
11.00am - Computer programming
HAHAHA. slack? and i love both subjects. they're probably the only subjects i'd stay in the godforsaken course for. and then i'll be changing subjects next sem.. well if i manage to do a clear pass for 1.2 .. which i doubt. I'm screwed =D.
Hmm. i don't think my class is doing anything for ccn day.. well we were supposed to but none of us know any of the details and all.. all pretty vague. so i really doubt there'll be anything going on tomorrow =D. Oh well. damn bored now. Supposed to go fishing with charlene, raph, chan maybe charles tomorrow. yay. fishing =D. hmm... i think my secondary school clique has fallen apart.. they all seem to in the end =(
man. i can't find any photos of my clique.. oh wait. i found one =D. grad night.. LOL. omfg look at my damn face -.-
<3. Zonia, Charlene, Veron, Adele, Melle, and.. felicia .. where did that bimbo run off to? oh well..
there! bimbo and charlene. HAHA <3
ok i rarely post pics. so i must be bored =D
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ok really, i'm being a major major slacker lately..
skipping lectures, etc..
i can't even be bothered to study for test..
i'm losing interest fast.. that's a fact..
=( somebody save me.
and the rejects are supposed to meet for lunch on sat. and yet everybody's got other things to do.. =( such a drift. oh well. that's life.
gotta drag my ass back to school in about 45 mins for PCBDES =X
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Hmm. Today is ultra slack day in school. =) It's called go to school for 2 hours, come home, slack for 4 hours then go to school for another 2 hours and that's called a school day. ha.
Am i drifting? Or are you? I thought we were supposed to be close friends. I thought.. but i guess somehow other things are more important?
I miss the old you. the times we could just hang out, take a trip to town maybe, go tanning at sentosa.. and all the random stupid crazy things we do. but now it's different.
And I'd give all the world tonight,
to be with you
Because I'm on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
but I've gone nowhere
Sigh. i wish things were the same. I'd give up almost everything just to have it back to what it was before, even things i love and i'm starting to love. Hmm.. oh man. tomorrow is my super duper long day. 9-6 with a 1 hour break that might be taken up by project. talking about that. shit.. i haven't done the powerpoint yet -.- maeh.
to drop my course.. or not to drop my course?
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ok.. to be honest i'm really getting very tired of poly life. at least my course. why am i trying to survive in something i'm actually completely not interested in? i hate boring jobs like technicians and all that crap.. but i guess it's my fault. i screwed up my comb.sc and my e.maths for o's. Or i'd happily be snuggled in LRM (leisure & resort management). or so i think, but i'm sure i'll be liking it better than computer engineering. it's not something i would do, not something i want to do. it wasn't even exactly a choice for me. maybe about a year back i was a stupid kid with stupid dreams. i wanted to do stupid things like join the navy. sigh. i'll probably like it, but why take up computer engineering just to join the navy? oh right, because of the stupid scholarship thing which is a waste of time to be honest.
it's funny how you look back and realise how naive some of your decisions are. how stupid they seem.. and in the end.. how they backfire and fuck you up. ouch. im stuck in computer engineering and i really don't know what to do. Finish the damn course and waste 2 years ahead just to get a stupid diploma cert that i will probably chuck in the cupboard and not look at forever? i want to be a lifeguard. all my friends know that i think.. it's a very realistic dream.. and yet.. i can't seem to get off my butt and just do it. sigh. life is very crafty lol. it loves to dangle you in mid air for thrills.. and when it's in a good moon you'll be on stable solid ground.. only to dangle and entertain life again. hehe.
on a lighter note.. fishing on friday night with char, chan and raph i think.. most probably. please, no raw prawn cooking.. lol. and then after that we'll probably go to someone's house, dump the rods, and head down to sentosa for some tanning.. earrly in the morning.. and then i'll have to get to work hehe.. we'll see how it turns out. please don't let me be a zombie. probably won't. but oh well. yay. i can talk to the mercubs soon.
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I'm going home
To the place where I belong
Where your love has always been good enough for me
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
you just might get it all and then some you don't want
ahhh.. LOL.. just now went to raffles city/suntec/marina with corde. we met cy and her classmates. they were at some convention thingy lol. ahha .. and one of her friends, sherwin used to work at sentosa haha! coincidental? maaaaybe haha. talked about haunted stuff and laughed about experiences.. haha they were stuck from 1-8 simply giving out flyers. sucky job man. haha but it's school related. FREE LABOUR MAN. they were paid like $2 an hour or something.. haahahah
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whee. yesterday was my OJT2 at sentosa. Working at merlion is kind of fun. But when you're doing mercub the whole day it gets a bit sian. because of the long break between the times the guests come in and when the show is playing. rawr. My day was spent talking to the mercubs and attempting to boo people.. well.. i did say attempting.. i failed miserably but usamah managed to scare me once -.- basket. lol.. ya.. i really find the people at sentosa damn nice and friendly. unlike the people you meet at the airport.. i mean.. the majority of my co-workers at the airport was friendly nonetheless.. but then all the back-stabbing intentions of some people.. the sick intentions of some people.. and the fake friendliness just makes it very shitty to work there.. heh. im loving sentosa atm.. despite the long journey -.- from tampines LOL.
lol. e-dev lab today was funny shit. i was trying to patch up the damn circuit. and when i say trying, i was just putting and hoping it worked. until my stupid lab teacher said that the capacitor might explode if you patch it wrongly -.- and then james' circuit kept making pssssspssssss noises so he dare not connect the 9V fully LOL. but in the end nothing exploded.. i think XD.. looong timetable day tomorrow =X
hmmm.. i realised i have an e-device test tomorrow and i haven't been to any e-device lecture at all.. well i do go for tutorials, but i hate dry subjects. at least dfund is fun.. lol.. i kind of like this sem's subjects. I think i'm going to just try and get a C/B for e-dev.. it's a challenge lol.. after the sad sad supp paper pass i got for last sem's CKT. i hate physics subjects =p.. hmmm.. i forgot what i wanted to say.. lol.. oh well.. going to meet corde soon.. yay .. maybe we can catch a movie.. i want to watch golden compass, i am legend and a few others.
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well.. work today was definitely enriching.. learned a lot of stuff that i probably wouldn't have if i didn't get this job.. but it's definitely pretty tedious in a way.. was really damn damn super shacked by the time i could punch out.. and it's only my first day.. hmm. i'm working shift 1 again tomorrow.. oh god.. hope i survive..
hmm.. so i swear i was quite retarded today.. standing at the back entrance of merlion.. then when the first person went in i was like "hi i'm looking for miru" and she was like "ohh i'm from the retail" so i was like ooh. LOL. ya then after that miru came. she's nice. everybody i met today was pretty nice and helpful.. so ya.. got uniform and all and then starrrrted my training i guess.. lol.. let's skip the part where i have no idea how to use an iron -.-
so let's see what i did today.. hmm..
- Ticket tripper first with Sing Dai.. ya i think that's his name lol. hmm he's nice and very helpful .. then there was this period where a group of like A LOT like almost 40 plus malaysian students came.. and i was like repeating "here's a lucky coin for it there'll be a surprise after the show" like 83238549572975942 times.. -.- it was quite fun really..
- Then after lunch i went to the office to count coins -.- i swear. i never want to see a gold merlion lucky coin again lol.
- Then i did the daily checklist thing with sing dai.. it's like .. walk around the vincinity of merlion and make sure everything is a good show.. quite fun though lol.. counting lights and all..
- Thenn some basic training thing about paperwork and stuff.. damn dry lol.. but oh well.. and i forgot to bring the stack of "notes" home -.- lol
- Then finally we did mercubs.. i think mercubs is fun.. but it's kind of .. hmm.. tricky.. in the sense of tricky guests as well as the guides. but all in all, fun .. roarrrrr..
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hehe.. wheee.. the sentosa orientation was super fun =p. there were only 4 others.. bernard, eu gene, norman and this guy whose name i could never seem to catch. Lol =p. And apparently they all kind of knew each other cos they were from the same interview group.. and the guy that was in charge of us today took their interview. hmm.. so he was like looking at me and he was like who interviewed you? and i was like crystal and this other guy.. lol.. and then he said i looked very familiar.. like omg.. anyway.. this other guy took us around on the attractions orientation.. some guy called rayner.. ya.. images of singapore was kinda cool in it's own unique way.. although it looks and sounds kinda boring.. sky tower was cool man. i saw eeeeeeeeverything =p. hmm.. merlion was well.. like merlion is.. the view is also damn nice.. =p .. we didnt have time to see the whole fort siloso.. and i love the $7 chicken rice in sentosa. LOL. we were just staring at the cost and we were like.. hmm.. damn cheap.. so we went to subway instead.. then after that we had like some really really really long wait for anwar to come... and when he finally came we almost died of boredom. had some lesson thingy on sentosa's guidelines and duty guidelines and attraction info and all.. eeeeeep. and the best part of the night was SOS. songs of the sea. heh.. i used to think it was like musical fountain. Oh my god.. they spent $30 mil on it. and it's the most awesome attraction in sentosa.. especially the ending. go find out people =p ticks are only $6 and worth every cent =)
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hmm..orientation at sentosa tomorrow.. heh i wonder how it'll go =p ah.. they never call my gfs :(
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oooooooooooohhhhhh yeahh =D
ssssssssssseentosa <3
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